Those with Saturn in the 1st house often experiences feelings of personal frustration around expressing themselves fully to others. There is a resistance to exposing themselves to their environment, and it is common for Saturn here to be fearful of meeting new people and entering new situations. More than any other placement of Saturn, shyness, lack of self assurance and difficulty in self-assertion is expressed more obviously.
The individual is therefore vulnerable to attack by others and they may have suffered bullying taunts early on over their appearance. Sometimes the individual may need to face an element of insecurity and be challenged by feelings of loneliness or depression for a time, until they feel they can once again face the outer world with courage.
Saturn in the 1st house also has a tendency to take life seriously, and if it is conjunct the Ascendant - the individual often presents a heavily guarded self-image, and one that is stiff or awkward in expression. The personality can be very self-contained and there is a lack of real spontaneity. In younger years there may have been some painful issues around expressing their identity. This position of Saturn suggests that they may have never been allowed to express selfishness or develop a genuine sense of self-will and confidence during childhood.
Consequently the individual may not assert their will for fear that they will fail, be a disappointment or simply be rejected. The challenge of Saturn placed in this house is to develop a stronger foundation for their sense of individuality, so they emerge a more authentic and self-confident person. According to astrologer Liz Greene's interpretation of Saturn in this position: "There may be great difficulty in expressing the inner person to the outer world, and the mask becomes a prison that cannot be torn away; and behind it, the man slowly suffocates." Saturn: A New Look at an Old Devil
Saturn placed here may feel trapped and circumcised by heavy duties and responsibilities. The most important lessons these people will learn in their lifetime is how to strengthen their sense of boundaries and self-sufficiency. A strong sense of self-worth develops an enduring sense of personal identity. Astrologer Bill Tierney calls Saturn in the 1st house syndrome: "stage fright of the soul" - Twelve Faces of Saturn: Your Guardian Angel Planet . However, these people can be of practical help to others once fears are overcome, and reputation and sense of true self build-ups up slowly over the years.
Saturn in the house of identity imposes a heaviness on the personality, and some people try to cover this up by presenting a lighter and less weighty sense of self to the world. However, it never feels truly natural or authentic and real confidence is built-up through the recognition on one's identity. Sometimes these people are accused of being over-defensive, but confidence will break through when they don't feel the need to heavily guard themselves. Another problem is self criticism directed towards the physical appearance, and this is not at all. Astrologers are often heard saying that Saturn gets better with age, so in the years to come, these people may have less hang-ups over their appearance, and will have developed self confidence, and achieved a stronger sense of individuality that sets like stone for their rest of their lives and won the hard way.
Since Saturn's principle is by definition the polar opposite of faith (Jupiter), almost any aspect of Saturn (whether harmonious or inharmonious) can show an area of life where we lack confidence. One of the most positive implications of any Saturn aspect (especially one involving a personal planet of the Ascendant) is therefore the knowledge that we can in the indicated area slowly develop a new level of confidence based on the realization of what our real capabilities are, as shown by the testing process of time, work and experience.